First Time Fingering Experience

Sereral years ago in my early twenties.  It’s my second date with this girl, we get coffee and walk to the near by park. Our first date we made out in my back seat after a movie date and she cut me off before I could get below the belt. She must have felt bad cus she gave me a few seconds of dick rubbing over my jeans before I dropped her off at home. Although she was in her early twenties she told me that she was still a virgin, a late blossomed young lady sexually repressed, and I could feel it too
Back at the park we laid down on the grass near some tennis courts and started making out. I necked her for while, she necked me. I gave her tits a good massage while we kissed. She opened her blouse up and pulled her bra down and I had a good time playing her nips. She then asked me to kiss them so I didn’t hesitate. I looked around to see if anyone was looking, some guys too busy playing basketball and a lady walking her dog, so I gave her tits a few more smooches.
She said she liked how passionate I kissed her, the other guys she dated weren’t as good in that department. I worked my hands down her back then to her ass and gave it a squeeze, she liked that and asked for a little spank. I did then I decided to be sly and work her inner thighs, she was just a little smaller than a full figured gal but she had something to hold on too there. Through her kisses I could feel that she was enjoying it.
Then I slid my hand between her legs and cupped her pussy from the outside of her jeans, I felt it get very moist. She gasped and moaned,
“MMM yeah” then unbuckled her belt and unbuttoned her pants grabbed my hand and said “I like that rub it!” I slid under panties and rubbed her pussy lips, I found her clit and started massaging. I stuck my middle finger inside and stroked it, then added my ring finger while my thumb kept stimulating her clit. She closed her eyes and I could see them rolling back under her eye lids. She was wet and sensitive down there.
She pulled my hand out and opened my pants up “you’re turn now!” at that point I was semi hard, still nervous that someone would catch us, worse case some k** or a cop. She pulled out my cock and started stroking to get it harder. She was a medical assistant so when she saw it giggled a little and said
“you’re circumcised huh?”
I gave s stupid grin and moaned “heh yeah!” She gave a few uncomfortable tugs, I guess being a virgin she didn’t have much experience jerking guys off either. It was like she wanted to tug my dick off. I told her to play with my balls that usually gets me hard, after a hard initial grab that made me gasp she began to jiggle them and I got erect. Her hand job didn’t get any better though and after about 5 mins of that plus getting nervous got limp again. She grabbed my balls again and I gasped again.
“Am I hurting you?” she asked.
“No it feels good just be gentle I’m just nervous I’ve never done this in public before” She stopped and I embarrassing lost it.
“I’m sorry we can stop..”
“no lets just go behind the tennis courts where no one can see us. I wanna eat you out” She had a curious look on her face but still interested,
“Ok I never had that before.” We go behind the tennis courts, I start to undo my pants and say
“Maybe you can uh..” I point to my cock and try not to be so vulgar “..Um use your mouth too?”
“No that’s disgusting!” she said, apparently as a virgin medical assistant she felt giving blowjobs led to oral herpes or some other STD she didn’t want to get. Disappointed I zipped back up and was about to tell her to forget about me giving her any oral too when her cell phone rang. It was her roommate and wanted to know if she was going to be home for dinner.
“Yeah I’m coming home right now” She gave me a look and said “Come here” She began kissing me again and I guess she felt bad for me cus she opened up her blouse gain. I pulled down her bra and began to suck her tits as hard as I could. One then the other, back to the first one to lick them around the nipple. If I wasn’t getting any head I was gonna make her wish she had given me some. I put her against the stone wall opposite the tennis court fence and doubled down on her titties. She moaned then grabbed my hoodie bringing it over my head, pushing it into her chest, then let go and dropped her pants quicker than the first time
“God i’m so horny right now!” I aggressively began rubbing her pussy again this time I wasn’t.stopping until she came. She began breathing heavy and moaning, I started kissing her so hard so se would get too loud . i could feel her convulse, I slowly slid her down the wall until we both were sitting on the ground. A relaxing moan was let out but I kept going. She grabbed my hand and pulled it away.
“It’s hurting now” I stopped and let her compose herself. she insisted that we go home I took her home. We made out a little more in her drive way, I was tempted to pull my cock out and ask for a blow job again, but I felt she would have been uncomfortable so I was a gentleman and let go inside and have her dinner.
I jerked off as I soon as I got home, a waaaaay better hand job I gave to myself. We only had a few more dates, she said I wasn’t relationship material, then the next week she wanted to fool around again. My fault for getting a virgin off. She was back and forth on wanting a fling or a relationship with me. She then became a clinger. I knew I had to end it when she would drive by my work to see if my car was there. Like I said , my fault for getting a virgin off, lesson learned.